Sometimes Love Comes Around And It Knocks You Down Just Get Back Up When It Knocks You Down

okay before i rant on my first post. you need to know these people so you wont get confused.

James-my stupid ass ex

Darnell-the guy i had a major crush for about ever lol

Megelle-the new guy i totally fell for

okay well since basically after James and I broke up I’ve had major feelings toward Darnell. I felt like I proven myself because basically thats what he wanted me to do. I really thought like things were progressing. Little did I know not really. I mean James didn’t want me to be with him that made it more that I wanted to be with him. Darnell and me really havent seen each other in sometime. I really want to be his gurl but I think to be honest sometimes he uses me without him actually knowing.. James did for some time come back into my life as my friend but it seem he dont want me happy. he posts stupid shit comments on my myspace it’s like dude its called MY-SPACE not JAMES SPACE. he ended up blocking me and i was fine with it.  I see him and his gf all the time walking on the weekends. My mom saw her and she said that his gf looked preggo and ugly as fuck, and HUGE. lol so yeah anyways now like I met this new guy named Megelle and wow… this boy makes me so happy. we’ve been texting non stop for like 4 days now. i get to see him wednesday night. I really want to be his girlfriend. He lives in woodland hills thats like what an hour away with traffic?. I really don’t mind that he lives that far I dont mind driving all the way up there! He calls me beautiful and I love it. I love everything about him. plus he’s hella cute <3 I really want things to work out between me and him. He makes me feel so great like butterflies in my stomach. its such a good feeling. he makes me smile just by texting like i feel seriously i’m head over heels for this guy.<3 he makes my silly crush over darnell look so stupid, seriously. i feel like hes WAY better than darnell.

i can see myself in the future loving megelle… and its a great feeling because I thought I would never find love again….