wow i haven’t wrote in this thing for a LONG time LOL.
first off please don’t judge. I’m sorry if you don’t know me personally meaning you’ve actually hung out with me for at least 2 years please refrain from saying stupid idiotic comments or anything
about 8 months ago i would have never thought ‘the dude’ (that was Megelle’s code name i use to use on my twitter before we dated) I can’t stress how much I’ve learned about him, life, and myself in these 8 months. I was the type of girl that really did have no self confidence at all even though everyone knew me n such. In relationships I couldn’t accept/admit my mistakes or say sorry. With him I can by myself I don’t gotta be this person that I’m not like I was with the rest. He loves me for me and accepts all my faults, which are a lot because we talk about them all the time. He has though said I have made BIG improvements me not getting mad, me admitting my mistakes, and being independent.
- we’ve been through ups and downs I remember there was a period of time where it was about 1/2 month to 1 month that we just kept constantly arguing. I’m just happy we worked it out and made us stronger in the end. This relationship has taught me so much about myself and relationships with other people in general. I was talking to megelle the other day about memories we had before we dated. where i use to wait up to talk to him at 238 am when he got off at work and when he use to fall asleep on me and i use to text him “good night sleepy head.” Or when he found out about my love of computers while he was trying to fix his dad’s computer. The best memory though is the time i went up to visit him
- the very first time i only saw him for 15 minutes but best 15 min ever. We had our first kiss and I was super duper shy I never get like that. I remember he was trying to talk to me but i kept being all quiet. -haha
Looking back at it all the constant struggles, problems, n such it was all worth it because I love him and I can’t imagine being with anyone else.